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Date: Thursday, August 31, 2006
Time: 1:50:00 PM

this is for all my beloved teachers...


HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!!!!
thanks for ur dedication and the teachings...

physics-mr oh thiam hong
chemistry-mr chua lek hong
mathematics-mr lee hee fook
gp-mr chan kok heng
chinese A- bai lao shi & huang lao shi


dont worry. we will do fine for A levels.
wish you all health and happiness.
enjoy!!!!

and....not to forget...

HAPPY 49TH BIRTHDAY TO MY HOMECOUNTRY MALAYSIA!!!!!!! =)

selamat hari kebangsaan =))




Date: Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Time: 5:12:00 PM

now blogging at grace's home...
we are now trying to complete the mission of doing the cardboards for the teachers---our beloved mr oh and mr chua...sheesh...shouldnt disclose more here. shld keep it as a surprise. =)
dunno y today feel kinda excited and enthu about making them pressie... hope they will like it.

had a little chat jus now.
sigh.
miscommunication stemmed misunderstanding.
misunderstading stemmed dispute.
dispute stemmed cold war.
and now. everything had become so complicated.
ermmm. i think it shld be alright soon. time will do the healing i guess? and ya. FRIENDS FOREVER. it isnt easy to become frens in the 1st place. dunt spoit it all jus bcos of smthg trivial k? maybe to you it isnt. but still, treasure the frenship kays??? =)

saw ff today!!!
exam stress. no time to think of this. but still, ur appearance brightened my day!!! =P

cheerios!!!


Date: Saturday, August 26, 2006
Time: 4:30:00 PM

-SMILEZ-
YESH. finally i'm well now. farewell to stuffy nose and the sneezing during lessons.
after one whole day of rest, i managed to recover from the persistent flu. and now, i am well and ready to chiong for my revision again. cheers! =)

i hate to sound so morbid and pessimistic in my entries. it makes it seem like my life is so full of miseries. i miss the long gone self who was always so optimistic about everything.
i really really hate exams...it makes everything change. and i hate the changes.
lotsa things changed from good to bad. and some from bad to worse.
it's worse when people changed. u feel like u no longer know them.
haiz. what am i talking about? i have no idea also.
jus hope that smthg will happen to curb all these shits from happening.
haiz. i miss the once cheerful and carefree s13 too! ='<

prelims is approaching. and in the midst of busy mugging, hope that everybody will take good care or urself too. dun be like me, always so prone to flu. hahas.
drink more water and rest when u need to.
gambateh pals! =)))
jus 3 more months and we will be free. hoorays~

p/s: is it worth it? is it that serious that u can't take * as fren anymore?
think again.


Date: Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Time: 7:46:00 PM

i hate to say this but i'm really really stressed.
it's like...everthing jus seems to be not going fine. prelims is 20 days away and my progress for revision seems to have stagnated.
there's so so so much things that i wanna cover but i dun think i have the time.
and it seems that staying back in school to mug doesnt help at all.

have u ever been so tired that u dun feel it at all???...
these past few days hv been really tiring... mugging day and night...
really, it feels mentally exhausted. saturation point has been reached. and no matter how hard u try to study, u jus cant seem to absorb a thing.
go and take a rest. yes. it's easy to say. but i simply do not have the time.
when u're under tremendous pressure, ur mood seems to fluctuate a lot. it's bad when it's at the negative end. depressed, irritated, frustrated, panicked. and u jus cant think rationally.
i want all these to be over. it's really torturing. it's different compared to the time when i sat for my 'o'levels. now it feels....terrible. and horrible.

i think i'm a bad girl...
i'm always falling sick, making mom worried. and i'm always getting bad grades, making mom disappointed. sis has never had these problems. i'm a bad daughter.
can i jus hv a little more capability like what sis has???? i wanna excel. really really want to. i dun wanna just get borderline grades.

sighs. i'm feeling lousy.


Date: Saturday, August 19, 2006
Time: 8:20:00 PM

time for another update...

and now i can officially declare that i'm stressed...................................!!!!
i think im seriously bad at managing stress. i want my stress level to be jus nice to keep me going, and not to the extent that i can't think.
and the terrible mood swings. i will get hyper easily and at the nez instance, i will be so down to the point that i dun feel like talking to anybody. and i can even get irritated by what people around me do.
this's really very wrong. sometimes i feel bad for being so temperamental but i cant help it. sorry pals if i show u black face. haha. =P
need to exercise more to release the pent up pressure. haha be rest assured that i wont snap.

life seeems to be getting more and more complicated.
more and more secrets among frens. more secrets. more misunderstandings. more gossips. is it because when we are under stress we tend to think more?
sigh. dunno la. jus hope that everything will be just fine.
but actually, i do enjoy those secret talks and bonding sessions. girls' talk is always fun. =)

and guy.
i am not angry with u. haha. i sounded really pissed in my last entry i know. but we all know that it's jus a misunderstanding.
anyway, everybody jus stay focused for the time being. talk about the rest after exams k? =p

hmm. something pleasing and surprising happened on thurs.
was that for real? =)




Date: Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Time: 3:37:00 PM

school today was a lil bit tiring...
maybe it's due to stress ba... i cldnt fall asleep again. really hate this. kf and xh have the same problem too. even when we are so tired, our mind jus refuse to rest. we will keep thinking and thinking, and the more we think, the harder it is for us to fall asleep.
luckily didnt doze off during lessons. but i know my mind was wandering during phys tutorial. sianz.

the teachers talked about prom night during civics. haha. think the people in our clique are jus nice to form one table. hey people cannot PS okay? confirm and we will submit the money and the form nez week. at first it was kinda difficult to make up my mind cos of money problem. but now come to think about it, it's worth it. =)



sigh.
im disappointed with you.
are all the guys like that?
u don't go and give hope to a girl u like and break her heart by taking back ur words.
think properly before u do anything.
it may hv adverse effect on both parties. =/
pity u girl =(
anyway, stay focused for the time being.
nothing can be more important than the a levels now.


byez.




Date: Monday, August 14, 2006
Time: 4:01:00 PM

ff's turning 18 today. =)
happy burfdae!!!!!~~
wish i could say happy birthday to you but i cldnt. =s
anyway all the best for everything. stay smart and cute.
hahas. as if you could see this.




cheerios!




Date: Sunday, August 13, 2006
Time: 5:20:00 PM

kahfong came to my hostel canteen to mug with me today. msged the rest but didnt get a single reply from anybody. so at the end only the both of us =S

it was kinda productive at first...but midway through the mugging flu suddenly attacked! gosh. i really dont know what is wrong with me. flu has never left me. so i kept sneezing and sneezing till i cldnt take it anymore and went bugging people for medicine. finally angel came to rescue by heroically taking out her long neglected panadol and passing it to me. hahas. thanks so much angel! after that i managed to practise some tys qns and read through some notes, though still felt a bit drowsy.
so at about 5 i went up. i knew kf still wanted to mug but i seriously cldnt take it le. sorry kf!! nez week come and mug with me again k? =)

worried. worried...worried......
27 days to prelims? i hope i saw wrongly. but nothing can be more real than this. one month away to prelims and i still have tonnes of stuffs to go through. and worse thing is that the more i revise, the more things i find that i dont understand. was doing tys qns and it was really demoralising to find that i cldnt even solve some of them.
what can i do??... and what should i do?... time is running short...
i keep telling myself dont get stressed...cos once i get stressed everything will jus go haywire. i cant possibly let everything get messed up at this critical moment can i?

really hope that i will do fine. maybe things are not as bad as i think, hopefully. =/

and to my dear frenss. (u know who you are...) stop slacking already ok? now it's not the time to dota, pool, watch movie, maple, whatever.
if u havent realised it, now i'm telling you that time is running out. seriously. =(

jia you bah. dont get stressd, though i know it isnt possible.
God bless.


Date: Friday, August 11, 2006
Time: 5:20:00 PM

MAY BABIES~

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High-spirited.

hehe. i'm back to blogging. saw this in an email xh sent me... find it quite interesting, true to quite a big extent too.

school today was ok. had mass yoga practice in the morning. personally, i think it was a total waste of time. yes, we are gonna break the world's record by having thousands of pple doing yoga together. but, do you think i give a damn? dont keep telling us that it's for our own good, and stop denying the fact that the school is forcing us to do all these for fame. it's really nonsensical. cant wait to get it over and done with. =/

suddenly miss home. ='(
cant wait for a levels to finish, and i can spend my time at home with my family members. sianz. but it seems that i hv got to wait forever for the day to come.

mr oh spent the whole period today to tell us not to get stressed and stuffs like that. it was surprising cos normally he wldnt do that. cld see that he's worried for us. and who among us arent worried for ourselves? the critical exam is approaching and we hv got whole lot stuffs to revise, plus the piled up stack of revision papers... the work jus seems to be never-ending.
even the slackest person in class starts to mug. sighzz.
jus hope that we will do fine ba...

there seems to be a major MISUNDERSTANDING. hope that 'she' will get everything clear soon. else she will be really hurt one day. dont be blinded, ok? =)









ff u seriously rock. =p

cheerios!


Date: Wednesday, August 9, 2006
Time: 1:01:00 PM

Instructions:
Take a look at your friends at every angle of your life,list up 10 things you wanna tell to these friends of yours.Do not state who these people are.

#1
never had i expected i wld hv met you during my jc life. in fact i never knew u existed till 'the coincidence'. for no reasons i jus find myself naturally attracted to you, and i'm even amazed by the fact that my mind is always so 'you-powerpacked'. through frens and many coincidences, i got to know more about you. mostly characterwise. i wont say that you're ideal, but you are close to. ur attitude towards studies, you industriousness, ur intelligence, and ur thrusting nature are admirable. and i like ur confidence.=) it's silly cuz i know we may never get to know each other personally. but i'm glad simply for the fact that u exist. all the best for ur studies, and excel as you always do. really, you are special.

#2
a super duper close fren of mine. we have known each other for more than a decade... i'm really touched by the fact that after so many years that i left my hometown, our frenship still remains as strong as ever, and you're still the one who understands me the most. we used to do lots of stupid things together, like talked during lessons and got called by the teachers to answer qns, went tuition together and looked forward to the end of the session so that we could go 'pak toh', vandalised the school desks by writing lyrics of jay chou's songs on them...... we have come to the next stage of our life without the company of each other, but simply bcuz of ur never-ending support and encouragement, i have always managed to pull through every hurdle. thanks a lot gurl. and i miss you. hope to see you soon.

#3
u used to be quite an important person to me. u're smart and hardworking, but sometimes i think u're pushing urself too hard. i know ur sisters have done really well and it's inevitable that u will feel stressed. but sometimes we need to take a break so that we can continue the journey without tiring ourselves out. we have not been keeping in contact with each other lately, but i really hope that u will relax a lil bit, afterall university life is no longer jus about studying. jia you, and i have the confidence that u will shine one day. u go guy!

#4
a really good jie mei of mine. knew you since sec3. though we are at the same age, i always have the feeling that u're older than me. the way u think and the way u do things make me feel so childish. it was you who told me that i shld be strong when i was crying over not being able to go home during the sars crisis, and it was you who helped me readily whenever i encountered problems with my studies. heard that u have been feeling really stressed recently, i wld jus like to tell you, dont worry cuz ur hardworking nature and ur academically-inclined mind will help you excel. u have every reason to do well. jia you!

#5
someone i got to know in my jc life. shy and quiet but u have never failed to impact people with ur cuteness. ur postitive attitude, ur enthusiasm in everything u do have really impacted me. and i think u're a really strong girl. continue to jia you in ur studies, and i know u're gonna do well.

think i shld stop here. there are still lots of things i wanna say to many more people. but as what grace said, this's a really tedious job and it requires lots of brainpower.

and last but not least,
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY to all my Singaporean pals!!!

kayss. cheerios!


Date: Sunday, August 6, 2006
Time: 2:09:00 PM

like means like.
dont like means dont like.
there are just facts in life that will forever stay the same.
sometimes things do not need to be said twice. once is enough. sian diao. =/

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Date: Saturday, August 5, 2006
Time: 9:53:00 PM

new skin. new song. =)
wanted to put michelle branch's 'i'm feeling you' but there's smthg wrong with the quality of the song.
so yup. here's kelly's hazel eyes. equally nice.

tada~


Date: Friday, August 4, 2006
Time: 9:46:00 PM

yesh. finally i get to update.
this week hasnt been much of a productive one for me.
fell sick on monday. fever + the burning sensation of headache. all of a sudden everything jus seemed to be untra messed up.
all the work was left untouched, and i know the chem test on wed was a disastrous one.
after that stayed back for gp. i think the paper was alright. but i dont think i have done well.
everybody is like falling sick now...esp ytd, it was really funny cuz all of us were sneezing during lessons. me, kf, xh, gr and yf all had flu together. was feeling super tired throughout the day. i was juz being physically present in school... i cldnt even catch what the teachers were saying during lessons. sighz.

despite all our sickness, we went to sakae after school to celebrate xh's bdae. btw, HAPPY B'BAE XIAO HUI!!!! =)
hope you enjoy what we have prepared for ya! muacks~

and thanks God. i'm well today, after suffering for continuous 4 days....
today is the only day of the week that i was paying attention during lessons, and have learnt something.
esp the chem lesson, it was a really adrenaline charged session. found myself not very good at kinectics esp the explanation qn. should revise more.

and we talked about THE SECRET in school. hahas shldnt talk about it anymore on monday. =P


haizzz. pls... viruses, germs, whatever. can u jus stay away from us?
we really need a healthy body to prepare for our exams...
pls jus do us a favour by stop attacking us. can?
hope u guys can get well soon.
drink more water ba.

met FF a few times in school today.
yes. i dont like you. i never said so did i? i only said that u are cute. that's all.
ch, stop lying.



alrights...
cheerios!